Forever Young

2011-09-26T21:42:00.005+08:00

So today i'm gnar share what i bought few days back. i bought some makeup stuffs and i just receive it this morning! It's my first time buying makeup online at a facebook page, Belle Nyx Chic. She sells and take pre-orders of Nyx Makeup so thought i just give it a try.

firstly, this how the package looks like...

This is what i got, Liquid Eye Liner, Blush and Lipstick... (all were taken using flash)

Blush in Peach

Lipstick in Nude

I tried all three and so far so good. I like the Eye Liner coz it can be washed off easily and doesn't smudge. the downside is when you rub it off, it easily erases it. well it can be a good thing when you want to wash it off. hahah! next, the Blush, it's a nice colour. not pigmented and blends in the skin nicely. lastly, Lipstick. it is in Nude and i've got to say that it doesn't match my skintone that well. it goes way off. so i decided to try mixing it with the other lipsticks i had. it turns out to be nice. so i'll just have to use it with other colours. surprisingly, it suits my youngest sister, like perfectly. lucky her coz she can wear it whenever she wants. hahaha!

Maybe i'm gnar buy more stuffs from there again. soon when i have $$$ in my bank. hahah! and i bet bby will be super mad when he sees this. he discourage me not to shop coz he knows that i'll complain when i have no money left. hehe.

Going off to Malacca in like TWO DAYS TIME! OMG!

see ya next time! (who even reads this blog? hahah!)

2011-09-21T21:11:00.005+08:00

Helloooo....

i know. it's been ages. the usual reason, friggin lazy to update. well, who reads it anyway?

so for the latest update of all updates, i'm doing nothing but typing on this blog only. not listening to any music and such. right now the house is full of small kids, actually only 3. but it's already a chaos. hahaha!!

moving on with school, it is such an ass. i am suppose to have a 5 weeks holiday right now. but no! i have to go back to school to do the fyp project so does the other fyp students. haizzz... what a life. plus right now i have two supervisors supervising our group. it's like wth lah. what for need two? ugh. and both supervisors are being a total bitch. always find fault with us. what did we even do lah. this is what happens when you are done with your prject and got nothing else to do. they will find something somehow to let you do work. bitch.

in a few days time, i'll be going to Malacca! Yay! it will be trip visiting industries. how cool, i know. hopefully there is wi-fi access in the room so i could tweet and tweet.

ok. i'll just end here. idk what else to say. anyway i'm talking to myself also. hahaha!

follow me on twitter whoever reading this. hahahah! there would be the most updated stuffs about me! heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............... ok. BYE.

2011-05-25T21:58:00.004+08:00

Happy 2nd Year to Us!

It's been a long way to reach the 2nd year mark. Despite the constant arguments and disagreements, we still made it through. Eventhough I behave like a total bitch sometimes, he's always there for me and never gave up on me.
He's the one who makes me happy. He's the one who makes me laugh. And he's the one who sometimes makes me cry. Not forgetting, he's the one who made all those happy memories that I remember up till now and forever I will. He's my everything. I love him.

I love you, Muhd Farhan.

2011-05-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

It's 11:04 pm now. And it's exactly 10 more days to our 2nd year of relationship. I'm happy and excited. I love you Farhan.

2011-04-17T13:11:00.008+08:00

Tomorrow will be the first day of school.... Excitedddd!!! Weeeeeeeee!

i can't believe i'm in year 3 alr! so fast huh. this means there will be more things to do as there is project wok and such. according to the timetable, my project days will be on thurs and fri. so cant work on that day. hmm. yes, i still have to work coz i need to pay my bills! heh, unless you give me money.. hahaha! and to add, my class is like shit, i barely know the people in there. it sucks man. so now i'm not excited anymore. :(

on the night of tues, 12th of April... my whole family went supper at Swesens. it was my treat. we had ice cream sundaes and mega burger, not forgetting the US fries. it was the first time the whole family went out together after so long. if not, there'll always someone missing. this time 8 of us. :)

so on the 13th of April, i first went to ACER. i need to send my lappie to hospital. the disk drive and usb port is spoiled, so have to undergo surgery. bby accompanied me coz he help me to do all the talking. the most heartbreaking news is that i have to pay $110 plus for the damaged usb port. like shit right. if i dont do it, my lappie will turn blue screen and bla bla bla. the person really knows how to dig up all the money man.

after that, we ate at harbourfront coz it's still early. had our late breakfast. i tried bby's gado-gado, it taste quite nice. i ate the mee soto but it's not that nice. after filling up or tank, we met the other 3. mamat, sha and sham... and what else? it's Karaoke Time! yay!

we reached earlier than them, so we booked the room first and start singing. warm up our voice. hhahah! soon one by one came and start singing like mad! 4 hours of karaoke-ing. fun or what? it was so much fun. had our dinner at kfc and headed back home.

and yesterday, on the 16th of April, all of us went swimming! ibulong and ayahlong tagged along. we brought alot of food and drinks. we went to the jurong swimming place, the one near lakeside mrt. we didnt know that we couldnt wear tshirt, so we got caught. so me and my sister fold our sleeves so it became like tank top look a like. so heck care the stupid female lifeguard and went on swimming. the rest of the lifeguard dont even mind, but the female one is like shit. i swear. we swim till 6 plus 7. it was damn damn fun. i want to return again. but this time with proper swimwear. :D

it's picture time! ^^

2011-03-28T16:34:00.003+08:00

22 months and 3 days. ♥

I LOVE YOU.

2011-03-06T21:09:00.009+08:00

Today was a quite a chaotic day. It didn't start as good as it would be, but it gets better when time passes by.First was to town. Indah bought her Macbeth shoe, and the boys bought their toys at Taka. We then proceed to City Square for dinner. Oh, oh, we bought dried radish kimchi today!! so freaking awesome!!!

I'm lazy to type anymore. So here are some of the pictures. the rest will be in facebook.

Actually, is there even anyone that reads my blog? like really, is there? haha! maybe no one does. how pathetic! hahah!

Okay lah, the pictures...

baby Ali !!!!

2011-03-05T11:03:00.003+08:00

It's definitely holiday for me now and i don't think i've got anything much to do. Will be working, of course. Actually i'm not sure if i want to transfer to suntec or not. I'm scared if the people there will be like erm, shit. Maybe i'll just stay at raffles huh.

So, i went to maulud ytd. After so long since i last step into a mosque. Oh my, i do have alot of sins. I had to wear tudung, haha, but most of my family members said that i look better in tudung. Actually last time, i did wear tudung for quite some period of time. But sometime after that i've stop wearing it.

Want to see how i look in tudung? hahah! ok... here it is....

so how? with or not with tudung? haha. comment on the comment box. hee. :)

2011-02-22T09:39:00.003+08:00

Hellooo there!!! hahah! that's an old pic of me with my lil sis...

For now school is over and i'm only left with one paper which is next week. I have not been studying yet, and i think i'm gnar die for this paper. Hopefully by the end of this week i could clear up all the things that i dont know.

Ytd was my first time working during the lunch hour. It was madness. Had to rush here and there but it was quite fun actually. And customers can be really annoying you know. So leceh and cerewet. I feel like asking them to do their own salad, dont need to come here anymore. hahaha! I had to transfer to One George Street at 6. The place there is so quiet and big. It's cooling too. I liked the marble floot but it's slippery, not good. I tried the Kiwi smoothie. So shiok, damn nice.....

I'm working again today. 3-9pm. Hopefully it's another fun day for me. At least got member, suhaimi. hahah!

This friday is our 21st Monthsary. I've been thinking of going to some places, but have not decided yet. And not forgetting it's my sis birthday too! what should i get for her???

I'll update again later when i'm not so lazy! Ciao!!!

2011-02-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

SALADSTOP!

today, i end work very very early. i'm a happy girl....... so anyways, got to bring home salad again! this time i brought back 2 salads and clam chowder. yummm!

tmr, we will be going to have a picnic! yay!!!

2011-02-01T16:43:00.003+08:00

Back with another update! I've just watched 'Love And Other Drugs'. It was a nice movie. Even though there's alot of sex scenes, the storyline of the movie was good. The guy was super sweet. He stayed with her despite her sickness.

Thinking back about the movie, what if one day i have Parkinson's disease? Will the guy I'm married or going to marry to stay with me till we grow old? hmmm. We will never know right? I won't even know if i'm willing to stay with someone who has that illness. We could say one thing but do another thing in the future.

And again, i'm home alone. It's sooooo boring. Bby is out there training and i'm here stuck at home staring at everything. Well, going to work tmrw and going to enjoy my holidays after that! Hopefully there is plans going on during CNY.

I can't wait to get my pay and i don't know when i could get it. hmm, i'm still thinking what to buy. haha. i bet Bby would be mad if he sees this. ok ok, i won't spend my money ok? i'll save it coz i have plans.... heee.

okay for now. i going now and maybe youtbe-ing or maybe sleeping. ciao!

2011-01-31T21:04:00.002+08:00

Finally! finally i like this very very simple skin on my blog. hahhaha! yeah, it's been ages since i've updated. no one reads it even, so who cares right? but if you do read, pls tell me. :D

now imma busy busy girl. well, not that busy but just busy. i have work now! currently working at SaladStop!. so far so good. i like my colleagues, they're friendly and 90% of them are Filipinos. i think i wanna learn some of the basics. hees.

as for now, i've got nothing much to update. so i guess i'll see ya soon!

ps, i need a whole lot of movies asap! and i don't know how to download them....hmph.

2011-01-05T19:19:00.004+08:00

Happy 2011!!! (i know it's a little late)

I had a DATE with Baby today! FUN!!!

I LOVE YOU BABY! ♥

2010-12-27T13:54:00.002+08:00

i shall blog when i feel like blogging. there's so much to write, there's so much to tell. all i can say is that this holiday is the best! i like being there and i'll go back there again. i'll just have to save up and this time round, i'm going to bring baby along. hopefully his parents allows him to. i'm going to pray hard. hahahah! i'll blog bout my trip next time alright? toodles. oh, btw the pictures are up in my fb. hah. i feel llike talking to myself. no one reads this. hahahha! bye!

2010-12-22T15:21:00.005+08:00

well well welllll........ i got bored so, i put on my makeup and starts to play dress up on my own. yeah, i was alone. after taking some stupid shots of blackNwhite , i start to put my skirt as a dress. as a matter of fact, i turned out nice. hehhe. well, i find it nice. i thought of wearing it when i go out. but i don't think that i'm that daring enough. i might you know.

hmm, a few more days and i'm outta from Singapura. yay! going back to the island. i want to enjoy the sunset and sunrise. eating avocado ice cream and probably suntanning in the middle of nowhere. hopefully there's a blackout cause all the fun will start! hahahah! then i'll see a ghost banging his head on the wall. heh :D

so here are just some photos i took using my crappy laptop webcam.

*if it's ugly, just close your eyes or rather just exit from my blog. thanks.*

the glossy red lipstick looks so shiny. hahaha.

if i were to go out and wear it, i'll choose the style #1.

ok, the last photo.....got the screenshot only. like wth lah. my internet starts making trouble for me. i wanted to download it and amazingly i got disconnected. efffing eff. so anw, that was also a skirt. it's slightly shorter and i like it. coz it's white! heheh.

enough of my nonsense. i feel so "shiok-sendiri". yikes.

2010-12-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

heh. I'm finally legal...heeeeeee. i feel so old already, oh no. well nothing much happened today but I'm happy. I have my loved ones by my side on my birthday, that is all that matters to me. I love them very much and i want to spend every seconds of my life with them.

I've got a few presents from baby and family. Baby got me a Red Dickies bag. hee. A new bag! Yay! My family got me a few boxes of chocolate and a mp3 player. That is like my first "electronic device" i got from them.

Lastly, i want to thank everyone who wished me via sms or fb. Thank you! :D

2010-11-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

Happppppyyyyy 18th Months Babyyy!!!!!!

had a great day today, especially when i'm with my loved one.

right after school, headed back home to put my stuffs and the kitsets. they are so heavy to carry around. oh why must we bring the kitsets home..... hmmph. initially we wanted to have lunch at Pizza hut but since my grandma cooked my fav dish, i decided that we should eat at home first. maybe just take a few bites or so. little did we know, we ended up eating two plates of rice. haha!

bus-ed to Vivo and walked around. suddenly, baby wanted to go to the Pet shop to see the hamsters. i thought he just wanted to see but.... actually he wanted to buy it! he looked at the hamsters, see which is the cutest and active one. i told him that he shouldn't buy it now cause it's too sudden. i told him to walk around first and decides later whether to buy or not. and guess what, we ended up going in and out the shop for three frigging times. hahha!

had our 2nd lunch at Pizza hut. we got the Cheesy 7 Christmas edition meal. there's the pizza, soups and sparkle drinks. what i could say is that, we enjoyed and loved the Cheesy 7 pizza itself. i don't like the turkey ham (tastes like it's not cooked) and the shitake mushrooms (doesn't : 1.taste "edible" 2. doesn't go well with the other toppings).

i knew baby wasn't feeling that happy as i was kinda stopping him from buying the hamsters. so i called up my parents and asked if there were any pet shops that sell hamsters with affordable prices. mum told me to go to Lower delta and meet them there. after our 2nd lunch, we headed there.

and like finally baby got his hamsters! plus the cage, food and bedding. it's 2 girls! hahha! baby was super happy and excited. never seen him like this before. if only he was this happy and excited to see and meet me everyday in the morning. it would be so wonderful.... hee. :D

now he's a daddy to the 2 girls. they are over at baby's house and he's gonna take care of them. oh did i tell that the hamsters are our monthsary's present. except that he will take care of them. how sweeeeet! thanks babyy!!!

below are just some photos taken today :

christmas sparkles.

.. slurppp...slurppp...

cream of chicken...naizeeeee

cheesy7 christmas edition

2010-11-21T18:23:00.004+08:00

well yeah, i didn't blog for quite some time. changed my blogskin and i'm liking it. hehe.

life is good. my love life is good too, well put aside the fights and arguments we had lately. this is life right? there's always the ups and downs and nothing will go your way. things will just have to messed up here and there. we just have to accept that. we might be arguing about this and that, but i know we still truly, deeply love each other. okay, enough of the emotions here.

i wanted to watch Bride Wars just now, but i've been watching it umpteen times already so i decided to watch 27 dresses again. haha! i don't know why but i LOVE watching all these wedding movies. i love weddings... sometimes i wished my wedding would be like the ones in the movies, expect the for the church part cause i'm a muslim and have to do it the muslim way. but! i still want to wear those dresses, at least one of it.

talking about weddings, i definitely dislike the makeup the malay brides had. it's just so horrible. why must they have a thick layer of makeup and sometimes it looks so damn white and it doesn't even match the skin tone. if it was my wedding, i want the best makeup. i wouldn't say thick layers of makeup but a nice natural kind of makeup. something like that.

oh, i love love love weddings. teehee... baby, i hope our time come fast fast. i want to get married. hehehehe. :D

2010-10-24T08:57:00.007+08:00

yes, i'm back! wheee!!!

5 weeks in Wuhan, China is indeed long, but i've adapted with the people and the surroundings. it was a great experience knowing and living in other country w/o having your family by your side. all we had is friends. we've been through the thick and thin of life but we're still strong as one.

thanks to all the Awesome People for making this trip an awesome and memorable trip.

the guy who has been going through the ups and downs with me.

who have stayed by my side whenever i need him. i love you baby.

The Awesome People

the perfect group photo. oh i miss them alot.

the two best girlfriends.

the winners! the awesome soccer team.

2010-08-27T23:26:00.001+08:00

webcam w/ syasya

saranghaeyo bby!

2010-08-25T22:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BABY!!!

time flies very fast, it's our 15th month already. so excited so happy! insyallah our relationship last long sampai naik pelamin, sampai timang anak dan cucu! amin. fikir jauh ehk fiqah... haha!

we went to school first for mpi lecture class then headed to Vivo to have our breakfast. eventhough we spend very little time with each other today, i still feel happy, very happy to be by his side even for a minute. i love you, sayang!

2010-08-15T17:27:00.003+08:00

i'm very very bored at the moment so i decided to blog. today is the 5th day of Ramadan and i managed to fast for only 4 days. hmm, the thought of "nk puasa full" is vanished. never mind. i don't know why baby is not texting me. oh, maybe he went out to play soccer. :(

so i managed to clear the books from the dining table at the living room today, felt much better and i ought to start cleaning the other parts of the house soon. exams are just around the corner and i have not packed my luggage yet! less than a month to china! i'm going to miss home. talking about that, how am i suppose to live when it's hard to find food in china? i guess we're going to eat the same food repetitively for 5 weeks.

so anyway, for the first time... i met baby's family on National Day. and i'm very very MALU to the extreme. i hardly talk and i don't even have the appetite to eat. hahaha. perangai merepek se fiqah. hahah. so we watched the fireworks in the car and headed to arab street to eat. i wonder what will happen if i'll be going out with them again. hahha!

i hope i could meet up with khairah soon. and warrah too. khairah, please reply my fb comment. (:

and lastly, i hope i have enough money to rebond my hair this year. *crossing fingers* oh, should i go to the dentist? my gum keeps bleeding. bad bad. :(

and now, i'm going to stop blogging and continue youtube-ing. i'm watching Nigella Lawson cooking video now! hehe. bye!

Selamat Berpuasa semua!!!

2010-08-09T16:54:00.001+08:00

my new desktop wallpaper. i like, i like!

2010-08-08T23:25:00.001+08:00

yay! spent almost the whole day going out!! firstly down to ACS (idk which one) that is near my house to have some gathering and celebrated National Day. the food was okay only, didnt finish it up though. and there's not even one National Day song being sung. so at 1.45 the residents who had the coupon went to collect their gift. it was $30 Sheng Siong voucher. then took the food home and went out again.

so all the 10 of us (my family + Baby + syasya's bf, Amali) squeezed inside the van. haha! so we headed to the east, Expo! dad wanted to see the Hari Raya Mega Sale but he was disspointed coz the stuffs there were too too ex. we walked down and went to Metro. i bought my luggage and ____!!! heee!!!! my luggage is very boyish, dark blue. haha!

we were feeling very hungry so headed to Bedok Corner to have our dinner!! i had my fav fav fried carrot cake (white). super nice can. i could just gobble up the $6 one, but bought the $3 instead. shared the carrot cake with Baby and he shared his fried kway teow with cockles. yummy yum. to cold storage after dinner coz mum wants to go there, searching for her "reduce-to-clear" items. hahah!

now to the west side, Jurong Point! Ntuc to buy groceries, but something happened. dad is in great pain, stomach ache, a really bad one. after he vomited at 3 places in the toilet, (haha! poor cleaner) we headed back home. syasya and bf went jln2 at JP, sent Baby at Commonwealth and home sweet home! :D

i've been wanting to put up the pictures but i'm being vry lazy to upload them. hahah. so no pictures for now, just plain old words. :)

2010-07-31T21:16:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Ayah!!!!

it is belated though. so anyway we celebrated ayah's belated birthday at Hans River. we had buffet lunch, it was the same as Seoul garden... the food was alrite, but the drinks are overpriced. $2 for a cup. how pathetic. so we ordered the jug, $10/jug. after lunch, we headed to Grandlink to Karaoke! wee............. fun fun! We split up after that, nini indah and amali went to changi airport, bby went home, mum dad miza and me to cold storage. and lastly, home sweet home. :D

p.s. pictures will be up soon k? hee.

2010-07-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

Happpy 14th Month sayannggg!!!!

I LOVE YOU!

p.s pictures will be up soon, i guess. hee.

2010-07-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, LOVE!!!!

You're The Best GirlFriend Ever.

I Love You Loads!!!

XOXOXOXO

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-07-18T21:41:00.003+08:00

this photo is taken during our own "Retarded Sisters" video. had loads of fun. And i love my sisters and my other siblings.

and this was taken in the hospital, KKH, children's ward. the patient is in the middle. she's fine now. masih tu, die sakit2 pun masih bleh bising2 tau. maklumlah, keluarga semua macam tarzan. hahahahaha! farhan, you will be part of it officially soon. hahaha!

and i bet baby will be dissapointed/angry with me. coz i'm so lazy to update the IS journal. firstly, i dont know which journal to update to. A or B? secondly, i couldn't remember what happen and when. thirdly, these are just fucking lame reasons of not wanting to do the journal. i just want to tumblr-ing the whole night. oh oh, what to wear tmr? and dad's birthday is in one week plus time. still not sure what to buy for him, but definitely Han's River for his birthday dinner. i guess the 3 of us sisters will be bring our bf along. baby is definitely going, he's part of the family. hehe! and baby, nini's bf thought that you are our brother/cousin. haha. ape jek kan.

okay pokay.... hahah. need to go now. nights nights.

2010-07-15T13:46:00.003+08:00

♥ i love my boyfriend. ♥

2010-07-13T22:29:00.004+08:00

i know i've posted this before, but still i'm going to it again.

because i simply Love this song!

This is for you baby, xoxo.

Amazed by Lonestar

Every time our eyes meet

This feeling inside me

Is almost more than I can take

Baby when you touch me

I can feel how much you love me

And it just blows me away

I've never been this close to anyone or anything

I can hear your thoughts

I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do

I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

Chorus
Solo

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

2010-07-11T21:27:00.003+08:00

then and now.

Hahah! look, i've posted the photo. you're happy now, baby? heehee. :) anw, the one on the left is before we're tgt and the right, us now, still tgt and will always be.

it's beeen forever since i updated you, blog. so i'm currently waiting for baby to be online. not been doing much lately, just school and school. and it's been ages since i went out with baby. i've just typed out a whole bunch of things and backspaced them. idk why either. these few days, baby has been a good listening ear. somehow right now i feel that i've neglecting alot of things and people in my life. baby's online and off i go. heehee. nights!

spain vs holland.

got to watch!

hopefully spain wins!!

heh heh.

2010-06-27T09:57:00.002+08:00

no more holiday for me, school's here. sad much.

i've been mega lazy to do anything, update blog(as usual), check my mails and fb and the fb games. haha. so don't expect too much. like as if there's ppl reading this stupid blog. if anyone do, please tag. haha. lame.

anyways, i've enjoyed most of my holidays. spent the whole of first week with family and the next with baby. well, you staying over for 2 nights at my place was the best surprise ever. hehe. felt like as if you're already part of my family (which you're already are.) it's like you're my husband already. hahaha. AS IF. not yet not yet. soon in.................few years time. insyallah.

i think, i should update my blog more often. make more memories. hmmm.

happy 13 months and 2 days. heh. :D

i love you baby.

2010-06-16T17:36:00.001+08:00

i miss you. waiting for you to text. still waiting. i'll be waiting.

felt guilty all this while. i promise i won't take you away from them.

2010-06-14T22:37:00.003+08:00

it's been a boring start of my holiday cause there's no baby. i felt so alone. maybe this is the retribution i get for neglecting baby last time. definitely i've learnt my lesson. given the time when baby's away, i ought to spend my time with family right? i guess, after baby's holiday he can't go out as often and be home that late due to some reasons. sad or what. not blaming anyone or anything. i just have to be more understanding. he's done a lot for me, why can't i do that right?

a note for myself : spend time when i'm with him as much as i could.

i'm missing him now. like really alot. eventhough it's just for a few days, i'll still miss him. everything about him. and baby, when i got your msg i was overjoyed. take care and have a happy holiday!

i love you, baby!

2010-06-13T22:43:00.002+08:00

it's been more than a month since i updated. there's a lot of things that happen. both good and bad. mostly good. heh. I'm happy, happy girl.

baby's is away for like 5 frigging days. ugh. I'm a sad girl now. he'll be back on Wednesday, 3 more days. whee.......

so updates for today,

baby, text-ed me last night,which i read it this morning, and I'm soooo happy! heh. miss him like a lot more than you could imagine. had breakfast at macs, and shopped around for "reduced to clear" stuffs. fun oi. that's the way you can stretch your buck. cooked lunch with daddy. Spiral Pasta with Daddy's Secret Tomato Sauce and Mini Homemade Meatballs. shiok to the MAX! whilst mummy made Kuih Bakar for dessert and for my grandparents. that is aslo shiok to the Max! you can order it from my mum. There's original, pandan and durian. i'm crazy about food. i want to spend all my money on just food. heh. greedy me. planning to bake something tomorrow. mummy's making bread and maybe i shall make meringue cookies. shall decide tomorrow.

i love my baby! :D

2010-05-24T21:44:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow marks our 1st year. A few more hours to go. I kept thinking about us, the whole time. I can't imagine how my life would be if you're not by my side. Just so you know, i never regretted being with you. I really love you.

so anyways, i remembered our 1st picture together. it was at al-azhar's and we're having our lunch, it was on friday. we even wore the same colour. haha. cool. the picture's below...

the second. and i like this alot. bby looks supaa kiutt!!! it was taken on a day out with the guys. haha. i can still remember the details on that day..hahaha. hmm..if only bby still look this cute in his other pictures... sigh. hahahaha. bby, can you smile like this? i miss it. you look damn cute :D

I LOVE MUHD FARHAN BIN JAILANI!!! ♥

2010-05-15T21:21:00.003+08:00

i googled my blog and pop i saw it there. hahaha. lame. i feel like deleting my blog cause i'm super lazy to update. it's almost been a month huh. hahaha. 10 more days to my first "1st Anniversary". wheee. :D *wide big fat smile*

2010-04-25T20:11:00.014+08:00

Hellooo! I'm super duper happy today! It's our 11th month! yay-ness!

And i love my baby very much! And i want to be with him forever.

So, bby came to my house and fetch me. We ate mee rebus for breakfast then chill for a while and headed to Holland V. We walked there as it's nearby to my house. When we reached, we went around to find Swensens and found out that it was just around the corner. Haha! Had our lunch at Swensens and finally my Chocolate Fondue! double-happiness!

HAPPY 11th MONTH BABY!

bby's wearing the shirt that i bought for him. :D

baked spaghetti bolognese.

mac 'n' cheese.

US fries.

choc fondue!!!! (((:

i heart this. <3.

our same colour shoes.

2010-04-24T23:03:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry if i deleted our pictures, well that album, i didn't want to but i'm forced to do so. I'm sorry... Oh it sucks when you keep saying the same thing over and over again, guess it was my fault after all. I was the one who said it and, if only i don't think that way and say it. what's done can't be undone.

I will just have to put that all aside, and doesn't mean i won't settle it. I hope things go on fine. I'm sorry i caused all this trouble. I want us to be happy, more happy than how we are now. I can't wait for tomorrow, which is another hour more. We'll be celebrating our 11th month. Time do pass alot faster that i thought and i remember saying this to bby when we started our relationship, "I feel that it's a long time to wait till our 1st month". hahaha, but now it's really fast. Another one more month and it's our 1st Anniversary. How excited!

I hope tomorrow will be fun. And i've been craving for chocolate fondue. hees.

baby, i miss you.

2010-04-19T21:20:00.002+08:00

i'm jealous, he has super white teeth.

he should have given that money to let me polish my teeth instead. hahaha. so not fair.

anw, today was the first day of school. it was okay, but it was kinda boring. so far i have 2 "ang moh" lecturers. haha. and canteen 2 food sucks as usual. i forgot to buy vitasoy(choc), nvm tmr then. oh oh, i saw a few familiar faces in school like khaliq and hafiz (but i doubt he recognise me). lucky khaliq remembers me, tak la malu kn. hahhaha. tk perlu, nnt org tu tk suke. okay, that's it. will update more soon. bye!

xoxo, fiqah ♥

2010-04-17T23:43:00.003+08:00

well hello there. it's been quite sometime since i update. like who reads my blog? Haha! anw, back to what i'm going to say. hmmm, i've been working these few days. at where? well guess, hahaha. find me at west coast plaza. search the whole shopping centre and find me! hehe. and maybe you could accompany me during my break time. it's quite fun working there. it seems that there's alot of weird people there. like the uncle and the umbrella aunty. lol!

sheryll called and asked if i'm free tomorrow. she's having her karate competition. i almost forgotten about it. and i'm very sorry that i could not make it tomorrow to support you. i have work ): All the best babe! Do your very best! Just kick their asses! haha! Love ya!

1 more day of holiday and then school starts. it couldn't be more fun than having lecture classes only on monday. zzzzzz..... fyi, i have not buy a single stationery for the start of school. i hope i could find my pencil case somewhere in my house. and and i'm excited to meet my 1B2 friends on monday! miss them! the last group i met was sheryll, sha, sham and mamat. :( and they're the best people ever! i miss them. :(

i have to go now. webcam-ing with bby! weee.....! (padahal bby bsk kena kerja pagi. hahah. tkpe2. bully dier jap. sshhh. hahahah!)

2010-04-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

i'm famished, but my tummy tknk terima makanan. siak kan. nnt tau2 jek buat hal. bby finished working already! yay! i want food... b, i nk masi lemak. :( now otf with bby and Hello, My Lady dah start. heh. k bye.

2010-04-06T21:48:00.003+08:00

heh. mickey's strawberry tart. *drools* :D

sharing news with you people. i've got a job, like finally and school's starting soon. :( but on the bright side i'm going to earn some *ching chings* $$$. there's alot of stuffs i wanna buy and i can't. i have to freaking save up! sad much.

the worse thing ever is that i could not attend the picnic at botanical garden that i have been waiting for weeks. boohoo. blame it to work. haha. ok, no. well, next time.

aunt is working for orange coach and there are some interesing trips like 6 days in Korea! ( ugh! i want to go! ) and 1 day trip eating durians at somewhere in malaysia. i so want that. haha. hopefully i could go, i don't mind paying for it.

i hate it when i lost my appetite. what should i eat to gain my appetite? i'm famished but i don't feel like eating. you get it? hmph. hopefully, looking at the food photos at tumblr helps me.

2010-04-02T21:21:00.004+08:00

@ Powerhouse.

2010-03-20T23:25:00.006+08:00

the best pic ♥

I’m officially back from Ipoh!!! Whheee!!!!

I had loads of fun and I shall keep this awesome memory.

So fetched bby at clement mrt then off to school around 8 plus pm. We met the rest at the walkway near the security guard post. We took the bus then change to another bus when we’re at the Malaysian custom. Had a chit-chat, slept, cam-whored, ate, slept and finally morning came.

Day one:

-White Water Rafting

-High Elements

We stopped by Gopeng to have our breakfast. Egg prata and tea. Headed to Earth camp for our activities. Both are fun, especially the White Water Rafting. Our guide were great, in the boat : Farhan, Sham, Sheryll and me. We laughed a lot and our boat capsized a lot of time. I kena pushed down to the water by the guide coz I was trying to check how deep it is. Hahhaa. But it was fun. We had buffet lunch after that followed by the High Elements. I did the second stage first. There’s a lot of rocks. Then I did the third stage, the last one, coz I wanted to do the flying fox. I kept saying that I want to do it and I got my turn. Hahaha. It was kinda scary, but fun. The not fun thing was the red ants. I don’t like. Hahaha. So after that, wash up and head to Jusco to have our dinner. Kenny Rogers was our choice. Nice. It’s been ages since I ate there. I bought Auntie Anne, Sour Cream and Onion. Superb. Haha. Ok, craving for it now. Stayed for a night at the Grand Kampar Hotel. Sheryll and I slacked at farhan’s room before turning in.

Day two:

-Cave Exploration

-Ferry Ride to Pangkor Island

-Jet ski

Buffet breakfast and went to the Gua Tempurung for our Cave Exploration. The cave is awesome. Climbed up the stairs which almost pulled my leg off. Then we crawled down to go out. We had to slide down too, it’s scary. Hahaha. Overall it was awesome. Wash up, got ready and get down to the Lumut Ferry Terminal. Had the cold beriani for lunch and a ferry ride to Pangkor. Checked in, changed and ran down to the beach. Swam and jet-ski-ed with Sheryll. Awesome much. Wash up and had dinner at the Halal Chinese restaurant. The food was nice. We had Seafood. This is the best dinner during the stay at Pangkor. When we reached the resort, we slacked at the guy’s room and hear ghost stories from Fatin and the rest. I got so sleepy throughout the last part.

Day three:

-Kayaking

-Snorkeling

Buffet breakfast again. Went to another part of the island for kayaking. We had to kayak to another small island to snorkel. We had to climb up to the back part of the island. Took our snorkeling gear and swim into the sea. I had a few cuts due to the rocks. I saw a big coral, a big fish and small fishes. Then kayak-ed back. It was super tiring. Shopping at the town. Our dinner was below my expectation. Celebrated the March babies birthdays at the resort swimming pool. Pushed Farhan down and Sanjeev was dragged down. Haha. Then soon the others. Farhan carried me and throw me into the pool, luckily Sheryll took my hp. We bathed at the guys place coz the toilet lamp was spoiled. Wished Farhan at 12 and turn in to sleep.

Day four:

-Ferry ride to Lumut Ferry Terminal

-Home Sweet Home

Swam in the swimming pool and had buffet breakfast. Surprised and Celebrated Farhan’s birthday with a simple cupcake. Gave him his present and he likes it. We head back to Lumut, had a 30 mins break, took the bus and went off. Stopped by one of the stop and had our early dinner. Ate A&W. Finally! Continued our journey and finally arrive at Np bus stop. We parted our ways. I waited for my parents for quite some time, lucky Farhan and his mum accompanied me. Hehe. Thanks. And home sweet home… It’s good to be home but I miss my awesome people already.

2010-03-15T17:12:00.005+08:00

Finally i have something to do. i've been slacking and chilling at home. boredom. i've been youtube-ing for cooking shows. hahaha. you people might think i'm a retard huh. well, nvm, i like cooking shows no, i love it! it's addictive, very. hee! i have yet to start on my husband's cook book, Jamie Oliver. my sis have been bugging me to do so. oh well, soon. somehow, i feel like i wanna go for cooking and baking class. i want to learn more. i told bby once that i want to open a cafe which sells all the home-made pastries, cookies, cakes and etc. i guess after this trip, i have to go out and find a work. i need $$$. and if have $$$ i could save some and use it for cooking and baking class. i want Jamie Oliver, Nigella Lawson, Laura Calder, Anna Olson and some other chefs to be my teacher. hehe. ok, it's already 7.02 pm. another half and hour more till dad came and fetch me.

i'm leaving for ipoh tonight, miss me. hee! i love you all!

xoxo, fiqah. :D

2010-03-11T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hellooo all. I've been so lazy to update. Basically holidays were BORING, but somehow i managed to find some things to do. Soooo...

On the 6th and 7th of March, i spent my day at the Changi Beach Park. My parents planned to have a bbq and overnight till the next day. Initially we wanted to go to East Coast Park, but the stupid OCBC had an event there. The vehicles had to be parked somewhere else and it's so far not to forget, there were not alot of people there too. So we decided to go Changi instead. We went up and down to fibd a place and finally found a spot. Tak ku sangka, ramai jgk org kat sane. hahahaha. So set up our tent, place down our mats and stuffs and get the bbq ready. I helped preparing the food, cut some veggies and marinate it. There's alot of food. We bbq-ed, ate and have fun. Once the radio is on, my sisters will start dancing. haha. Then dad fetched hilmi, the pakcik tongsampah at tamp. hahaha. perasan plak si dek tu, tanye "ayah free tk, bleh tlg amek.." tak tau malu kan. So with him around, makin kecoh lah. At first bby were not that close woth hilmi. Stakat bebual gtu jek. haha. kecoh uh. On the next day.... i was the first to wake up. Gelisah aku dibuatnye. Semua tak bangun2. So kejut la bby, tp punye la menyekse. At last, he woke up. Dragged him to the toilet, accompanying me to brush brush mah teeth and wash wash my face. When we walk back, mum woke up, dad too. Then all wake up. whee. aku suke. haha. So then we decided to shift our place coz the place we at is too windy. After moving our stuffs, we had our brunch. bbq-ed the remaining food we had yesterday. Then i changed my clothes, and went off to swimming with the rest. Swim, swim, swim and i got tanned. So dark la. Bathed, got changed and quickly get off from the dirty toilet. Packed our stuffs and rest for awhile. dad slept, mum read her book, my small bros and sis played the playground, nini with her piercing, indah camwhoring, bby and hilmi smoking. And me, lying down. We gerak from there, and headed to AXS machine to book the pit for the 27th March, celebrating bby's belated birthday. Confirm bby happy, haha, he knows already. Then off to Ang Mo Kio and had our dinner. Sent the two home, the sembawang guy and the woodland guy. haha. Home Sweet Home to me. Tired. But overall, i had loads of fun with family, bby and hilmi. Gerek when im with them. Btw, the pics will be uploaded at facebook. It takes me a frigging long time as it keeps on failing. Shit-ass.

On the 9th of March, i had a date with my two girlfriends, Khairah and Warrah. Met up at habourfront. Then off to Giant to buy some snacks and drinks. Took 100 then off to Hort Park. At first, we have no idea where to sit at. So we walk and walk to find some shelter. And we found one at last, it's a nice place. We sat down, ate our picnic food. Chit-Chat, catching up with things and joke around. Around 3 went home to help my mum with some things. Bby was already at my place. tu lah gatal sangat nk keluar cepat. haha. Supposedly, i have to help mum with the preparation for dinner, but i got lazy. I ended up with cutting up the sotong only. I had a sudden breakdown. ok, shall not go further into that. So bby joined us for dinner, coz mum invited him. We had Japanese food. There were tempura, miso soup, stir-fried beef and stir-fried taugeh with sotong. nice nice. Sent him home and me home too. hehe. Ps: khairah...cpat lah upload gmbr. hehe.

oh, bby said his mum would want to invite me over to his house. omg! i'm so scared. hope his mum will cancel it or even forget about it. haha. and bby said it might me this month. dies. so malu lah! macam mane ni! :(

2010-03-01T21:09:00.004+08:00

watched Valentine's Day at last.

had our early dinner at Pizza Hut, baby's treat.

bought Turkish Delight Choc and Biscuits from Candy Empire.

i love you.

2010-02-28T15:01:00.002+08:00

i had fun during the past two days. i enjoyed having fun with my loved ones.

on the Friday, baby text me asking me if i trust him and i answered yes. so then he told me that we will be going out later and his on his way to my place. i was shocked and i don't believe him at that time. he asked me to get ready cos he's reaching soon. i'm still in the state of not believing him, so i called him up, trying to make sure he doesn't set me up. so i was wrong, he was under my block and grandma asked him to come up to my house. i had to rush, luckily i bathed in the morning already. hahahaha. had lunch at home at headed to Vivo. thought of watching Valentine's Day but watched Dear John instead cos the timing is far too late. while waiting, we bought the long candy and sat at the rooftop. after enough cam-whoring we bought donuts and off the the movie theater. the movie was good. it's about a couple who fell in love within 2 weeks and had to separate as they have things to do. they contacted each other by sending letters and the story goes on. those who have not watch it yet. go watch. but i think the book is different from the movie. i want to buy the book! hahaha.

on the next day which is on the Saturday, went cycling with my family. but before that i made epok-epok with my aunt. i craved for it so i decided to make it! curried potato plus slices of boiled egg for the filling. yuummmm... it's good. went to East Coast Park with family. my brothers wanted to cycle. everyone were on their single bike. my dad and i double biked with miza sitting at the baby chair. we cycled all the way up. stopped at the Bourgenvilla garden (i think) to chill for a while. we talked, sang and joke around. fun! while we're on our way to return the bikes, we saw a small boy being hit and run. the man who hit the boy just went off pretending not to know he did a mistake. damn rude. the boy was injured and had a scar on his elbow. nini helped him, wash off the blood and put on the plaster. kind huh. had our dinner at Bedok Corner. i don't think i've been there before. hahaha. ordered char kway teow, fried oyster, carrot cake (white), roti john, nasi ayam and nasi ayam penyet. the food are nice! i like the carrot cake the most and also the nasi ayam penyet's chilli. headed to IMM Giant after that cos dad wants to buy the fruit juice blender thing. lastly, home sweet home.

i wanted to upload the pictures here, but i got lazy. the pictures will be in my facebook. check it out if you want to. haha.

i just had briyani for dinner. nice!

nights everybody.

2010-02-25T21:53:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 9th MONTHSARY BBY-♡!!!!!

& HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY INDAH!!

two important event in a day. celebrated my sis's birthday at home, bby joined us too. happy uh me. gave her a surprise. she finally got her most wanted present... ( which she begged everyone to buy for her, and we just ignored. haha ).... Playdoh! hahaaha. a big 16 year old kid playing playdoh. should see the look on her face when she found put it was playdoh. excited gler pe girl.

and not forgetting our 9th. i love my bby farhan, oh it should be fafarn. hahahaa. b, u must laugh when u see this kay. i bet your laughing alr. hahaa. and oh, i cant wait for another 6 years to come. god, let us be together till eternity. amin.

2010-02-24T20:17:00.006+08:00

EXAMZ ARE FINALLY OVAAARRRR!!!!!

but... i'm worried on how the results would turn out.

now i can finally enjoy! i have lots to do and buy but i have yet to get a job. need to find one soon. i need $$$ ! today, KA-RA-OKAY-ed with the best people in my life! which is bby, sheryll, mad and sha! woohhoooo! fun oi! i think we're the loudest bunch. head banging, screaming our lungs off and make it like our own "mosh". haha. i miss them already. hope i could meet them again, soon! especially you, sheryll!!! hehe. :D these are just some photos, the ones i adore much. the rest will be in facebook. and it's my first time uploading it and failed! ugh! efff!!!

2010-02-21T21:31:00.002+08:00

"jangan pisahkan aku dan dia. tuhan tolonglah ku cinta dia. biarkan kami tetap bersama di dalam suka and duka."

i miss baby a lot even though it's only been a day i never meet him. i guess i can't live without seeing him even for a day. maybe i'm just used to seeing him almost everyday.

i miss my parents too, especially my mum. i hope everything goes on well. everything back to normal.

i've not been feeling well these few days, not physically but mentally. a lot of things have been going on which i like and don't like. how i wish i could get rid of that person in this world. i feel like cursing that person but it ain't worth it cause it won't do any better. it could only make me feel better venting out my anger. i might turn to be a murder one day. i want to torture, slowly making that person to feel the pain.

2010-02-15T21:17:00.002+08:00

hello hello hello. i'm back for updates. i've been missing for quite some time, i know. hahahaha. as you all know, or some of you. exams are freaking near and i hardly know anything. i'm just gnar die or i would just shoot myself if i never pass my exams. so i will be staying over at the loft for a few days hoping that i could force myself to study but somehow i would just walk into the room and jump into the bed, falling asleep.

enough of that. well, next is about how i spent my day during valentine's day and chinese new year. basically, my family had a small bbq over at ECP and invited bby to come along. reached around 1 plus i think or maybe later. fixed the pole then pitched the tent. start the fire/charcoal for the bbq. set up the place. sat. wait. bbq-ed. ate absolutely good and delicious bbq food, i swear. had a great day with them.

i'll upload the pics i took using my phone (which bby gave it to me. hehe) soon...

okay till here now. coz my mind is blocked and i could not think of anything else to update. well, sheryll! i want my letter! :D

im out. gnar spend my night watching cook show. my fav. :D

2010-01-31T21:49:00.004+08:00

webcam with them is damn fun. they laugh and laugh and laugh.

their laughter is just the thing i need. :)

and if you notice, i chop pff my hair alr.

its short now, i mean it. hahhaha. :D

i became more and more useless these days.

i think i need to go to some psychology thingy.

i think there is something wrong with my brain.

i think im not well, my thinking are becoming haywire.

but one thing i know and im sure of is that i still love you.

2010-01-23T21:11:00.004+08:00

hello all. im back for updates 'cause baby keeps bugging me to.

school is okay, except for irritating lecturers and some people who i dont wish to see. school is ending and exams are around the corner. some of the topics im still not sure about..got to study, ugh buck up fiqah! anw, im hoping that school ends faster. cant wait for march, ipoh trip + baby's bday!

im feeling so excited! two more days to our 8th month-sary! weee~~!!!! oh, i would melt when baby does his best wink (not on the pic above though). haha! I LOVE MUHD FARHAN!!!

2010-01-17T15:46:00.002+08:00

well i dont know what to update about.
i want to have my own world.

ugh, im such a dumbass. haha.

2010-01-12T21:25:00.004+08:00

sometimes im going to be inactive in blogging cause right now im having fun with my tumblr. it feels much more fun which i dont know why. haha. to those who knows my tumblr, feel free to take a look. and to those who dont have, sorry. see you soon. bye. (:

he have been a great guy all these while.

only i never noticed it.
i love you ♥ .

2010-01-10T19:23:00.004+08:00

hello. yeah, long time no update huh. haha. anw, im gnar update about what happened on 9Jan which is yesterday. hehe.

i was late for the meeting, like half an hour late? had tomyum maggi for breakfast. after discussing and planning for the changes, we decided to walk around and take the NP tshirt. when we reached there, we found out that they will be giving the tshirts at 2. and it was like 11 plus 12? i guess. so we have to wait for ard 2 hours. so, we decided to walk around, take the goodie bag and explore! we were like pretending to be 'O lvl students'. hahaha. went to the life sciences block, then to the pharmacy section. took the BMI test, and im underweight. ugh fuck. hate it. hah. then took the blood test, im in the O+ group. cool. it did sting a bit though. the funny part was when the person poke the needle or watever it is at my finger, i pulled it back coz i was shocked. haha. well..idk if you guys know what im trying to say. oh well, back to it. after exploring at that side.... wait! i didnt tell you that they showed us how to take sperms from a goldfish and sea urchin. how cool is that. haha. ok2, continue. we went to studio27 to look around. then we found out that there are photoshoots and recording our own song. so we went! excited much. took the group photo then the individual shots. then went for the recording. fun! sang "Fall For You". and i saw my sec sch senior there! he recognized me and obviously he knows that we're just acting to be 'O lvl students'. hahah. and one of them look like my old friend, like exactly. woo. cool. so after that, waited for bby to reach and collected the tshirts and head back home.

reached home. bathe and get ready for the concert. while getting ready halfway, my grandparents and aunt asked bby to go in while waiting for me. ahaha. bby was like shy, haiya you pretend2 only right. haha. then ate our lunch. and took bus to tanjong pagar mrt. well, it didnt stop at that place exactly, had to walk for some distance. so met sheryll and sha. we met too early. sat down walked around to kill time. then.....we're in the singapore conference hall. cool. took photos. laughed. and there were this group of malay family sitting behind us. they were super noisy. so jakun to the max. seriously. like so what its your first time going for a concert, just keep your mouth shut. and complained why some had to stand first then followed by the rest, its like thats their rule not yours. then came the intermission, we changed place. much better. the ending part was the best, the grease part especially. i was like dancing away, sheryll too.

had an awesome day today. it was incredibly fun. (:

( these are some of the photos, the rest are in fb. oh, i cant scan the photoshoot photo. my cable is missing. ugh. so took it using my cam. it sucks, i know. )

2010-01-01T00:06:00.002+08:00

2009-12-31T23:10:00.004+08:00

HALLLOOOO!!!!!

weeee~~~~~~~~~~~~

feeling so happy, with no reason why.
im very weird. i have a weird personality. hahah.

anw, today was a great day.
out to town with bby. walked ard, window-shopped.
met nini and miza after tht at indah's workplace. ate.
went home and changed. off to holland village, swensens.
had dinner with my uncle & aunty & cousins. celebrate their 37th b'day.
ate lots of ice-cream after tht, different flavours. heavenly.
(durian, peach-mango, raspberries, wild strawberries, chocolate)

i love my dearest baby boy, farhan ♥ .

2009-12-29T21:32:00.004+08:00

heyyyy (:

back for updates. gnar do this while eating whipped potato frm kfc. heh. you know, actually im super lazy to update la. hahah. ok, just quick updates alrite?

25th
-> 7th monthsary! wee~~~ love my baby loads.
-> bbq-ed and overnight @ marine parade.
- ate good bbq food. ( thanks to dad, he prepared the food :] )
- feeling down, hp batt died on me.
-> drank 1++ can of red bull, lasted for awhile. slept ard 3-4 ++ am.

26th
-> stay-ed @ marine parade, ate prata for breakfast
-> wait for dad to end work, sun-tanned under the hot hot sun (which i dont want to, ugh)
-> dad came, ate chicken rice.
-> cycled and swim-ed under the pouring rain.

had loads of fun with my be-♥-ed family.

28th
-> woke up early in the morning, prepared food.
-> picnic-ed with baby..
-> not satisfied with the food :(
-> had tiramisu cake after tht, dissapointed. not nice. ugh
but at least i had fun with bby. loads of fun.

29th
-> a date with khairah!
-> bowl-ed @marina sq. (always masuk lobang, but some didnt la. heheh
-> vivo-ed
:ate @ banquet
:starbucks-ed ('cause someone wants to see 'something')
-> received a lovely note and an old pic (muke serabai oi, rambut lama punya style) frm khairah!
-> bus-ed home.

now im finished with the quick updates. im waiting for khairah to upload the photos. oi minah, cpat la. hahahahhaha. ok2, bye peeps. i want to chat with bby now. hehe. :]

2009-12-23T22:15:00.003+08:00

♥

my lovely sister

did nothing much today. in the morning... ate murtabak,play-ed & exercise-ed at west coast park. went home... fb-ed all day long,bored watch-ed tv, bored. but at least i got to chat with bby for awhile. happy luhh kn. HAHAHAHA.

baby coming back tmrw, right?

i miss him like alot alot. :(

2009-12-22T22:01:00.005+08:00

HEYYO!

today, went out with my date; syasya. well actually tht's my sis. hahah. so...we caught The Princess and the Frog @ cine. nice and CUTE movie, really. before tht had lunch at mac. after the movie, we went all around town (well, not actually but there's alot of walking.. haha).

we, window-shopped. shopped. and have fun.

supposedly have to meet mum at plaza sing, then it was cancelled. waste our time waiting for her. haha. no lah. but the place is really crowded coz there's some stuffs going on. decided to head back home after tht. oh, we went to west coast plaza and bought mudpie @ coffee bean. :)))

anw, i miss baby like really alot luh.

it's only been two days but it felt like a long long time.

ugh. maybe it's because im used of him being around me all the time.

hehe. o-m-g, friday...faster come can? oh oh, friday is our 7th monthsary!

wee~~~~~~~~~ I LOVE FARHAN :D

2009-12-21T18:50:00.003+08:00

HEYlow :)

well, im back from mia for 2 weeks plus to 3? sorry for not updating. i'm effing lazy. hahah. lots of stuffs happen for the past few weeks. good and bad. happy and sad. laughters and tears.

common test are over and projects are rolling in. so much for holidays. urgh. holidays is like equal to doing the stupid pile of projects luh. grr. but i'm still gnar find time to ENJOY! hahaha.

so currently im waiting for my food to be ready. baked potatoes with garlic. yums. i've got to tell ya tht the garlic is seriously delicious, soft and sweet. really. you've got to try it. haha. i really have to get baby to try it luhh. he have to know tht it is really really nice the same way i try to tell him. haha. ok, not important though.

baby is away for 4 days i think. on holiday to kl. then he left me behind, alone. hahahah. no la, jkjk. hope he have fun and not worrying bout me (which he doesnt have to). im missing him alr. i felt so lonely. :( baby if you're reading this, i want you to know that I LOVE YOU!!!

kay kay, got to go. mah fooooood is ready babeh. hees. :D

2009-12-01T23:46:00.005+08:00

1 DECEMBER!!! yay! finally i turned 17! yeah, still young still young :D

im happy, extremely uber happy. i have great and loving family, awesome friends and not forgetting a wonderful boyfriend by my side. thanks to all who wished me and most importantly to the 1B02s (sem1 class) for the surprise. it was awesome. i love the presents. (oh, they got me my husband's book, jamie oliver!! hahaha )

the pictures are uploaded in facebook. :) tag yourselves kay. im lazy. hehe.

to bby; thanks for everything you've done.

everything is unexpected. thanks for the surprise.

thanks for the gift. i love it. its beautiful. i love you bby.

2009-11-30T19:26:00.003+08:00

heyyyy hello. me is back. so gnar update about some few things. hehehe. anw, tmrw. not looking forward though. but i just want to turn 17. yeah, so late then turn 17 huh. hahah. oh well, im still young. heh. :D

ok ok, updates.

22 nov;

Family Outing.
went out with bby. had a super great time with him. then ibu called, asked me and bby to meet her then go out and have dinner together. so met my family at bugis, then off to east coast park. first time bby went out with my whole family. so we ate bbq chicken wings (sedap oi!), satay, noodles then my fav, sugarcane juice. wheee.... heheh. while eating, ayah asked me whr im going home; clementi or yishun. i was stressed up for no reason, not knowing whr to go. ahaha. then ayah asked bby if he wants to stay over at yishun. at tht moment i was shocked. like seriously. ayah nvr asked any guy to stay over his house, i mean outside ppl not cousins or relatives. bby was the first person. proud or not bby? hahaha. but bby dont want to coz he have stuffs to do at home and his mum gnar call him the morning. so after stressing up myself, i decided to go back to yishun. headed back to clementi to get my stuffs then wait for ibu and ayah to buy stuffs at sheng siong. send bby back and home sweet home.

27 nov;

Hari Raya Haji.
a great day. it's like the whole family is together, almost complete but some weren't there. gathered at grandparents house(mum's side) as usual but grandpa was not there. he had to work. so we had good food. alot of good food. i ate alot. it was gooooddddd..... had a great time together. oh, i found out some shocking news. my busu knows about my relationship with bby. the shocking thing is that she's not angry with it. she said tht i just have to study and get my diploma then continue to university.

29 nov;

Karate.
met bby then off to boon keng to see the karate competition. yeah, to see sha and sheryll. when we reach boon keng, we couldn't find the place. we search high and low and it's not found. asked the ppl around but not even one knows where is the place, even the staff in the cc. so the last resort is to call my aunt who's at home using the laptop. lucky she's there, helped us how to get to the place. i was already tired and worried tht i would not be able to see sheryll and sha's match. but luck is on our side. when we reached, sha's match is about to start and sheryll's match is after sha's. im happy. heh. it was fun watching the karate. video-ed their match-es and took some photos. sha won the bronze medal. so after watching the karate, went off to town to meet my sister. walked around, took photos then head down to vivo. ate at the banquet and there's alot of ppl. i over-ate then vomitted out. it sucks la. to the rooftop, snap some photos again then went home. tried uploading the videos but it's super slow la. hahah.

ok, so tht's all for now.

one thing i know is that i've been doing the wrong things over and over again. none of the is right. i've been making him feel tht i dont love him. but i do, with all my heart. i dont want to argue. i dont want to have fights. i dont want you to be cold towards me. i dont to have all those wierd feelings and thoughts. i dont want to think all those bad stuffs that is going to happen. i know i've been making things hard for you. and i have to be blamed on that. im the cause for everything. im sorry, im really sorry. there's one thing, only one thing i need you to know. i love you, with all my heart and not even once it has changed, not a little bit. but everyday, my love towards you is getting stronger and the more that i could not be able to seperate with you, not even for a moment.

2009-11-16T22:04:00.005+08:00

hello

went to RED DOT & URA for CATS field trip.
well, nothing much though. just took some photos.
but but i like some of the cool stuffs at red dot.
oh, and i only like the map thingy at ura. heh.

$$$ kachingkaching $$$
haha. withdraw-ed $$$ for my grandpa.
if only he give tht to me.. then i could use it to shop.
hahahha. jkjk. :D

2009-11-15T17:36:00.005+08:00

time: 5.45pm

current mood : bored. bored to the max.

so decided to blog. well just for awhile. heh. baby is sleeping away and i've got no one to talk to :(

anyway i just realised that i got alot of stuffs to do; compro miniproject, cats project, math tutorials, web tutorials and etc... zzz.... sheryll wants to join for group study next week, saturday. up till now, dont know where to study.

oh, here are just some photos that are taken today. :D

redlips <3

2009-11-15T00:58:00.002+08:00

dreams like that dont come true.
the past remains as the past and i will never let it affect me.

just so you know, i'm happy to be with you.
i love you.

2009-11-14T23:05:00.016+08:00

Hello all. It’s been long. Yeah I know. So im back to update. Well, today went out with my darlings; bby and my two sisters. Gerek gile lah kn kluar ngan dorang. First stop was heeren. Met my sis’s friend then walk around for awhile, accompany her friend during her lunch break. Initially syasya wanted to go for job interview but then it’s cancelled. Then next was taka, the toys section. Syasya is super obsessed with playdoh, seriously. She have been wanting that for her birthday present since last year. Haha. After looking at the toys, we went down to the basement area. To the cold storage and bought sushi. Heh. Shared among the four of us. Sempat makan tepi jalan tau. Off to wisma. There’s a lot of freaking sale now and I can’t freaking shop la. No freaking money to spend. Hahaha. I want the dresses from Hula&Co and the Max thingy shop. The bags at every different stores. And and every other stuffs. Urgh. Hahahah. Then we proceed to ion to see the brick thingy. And I was tempted to shop again. Hahah. I want the shoes… so we went out and took pictures at the Christmas tree. After that off to far east to makan :D and saw abg there. Then walked to orchard central. We took the escalator up all the way to the roof garden. It was not scary at first but when my sister try to fake push me, I got scared. Hhahaha. But the view is nice……the rooftop garden too. heh. Then walked to plaza singapura, walked around and home sweet home.

Anw here are the photos that we took today. Happy scrolling. :)

i love you.

2009-11-13T10:41:00.001+08:00

12 more days.

2009-11-11T13:34:00.002+08:00

hello.
okay, blogskin changed & blog not updated. been very lazy (not) and tired.
school's alright. will be back soon. i guess. haha.
bye.

2009-10-31T23:11:00.005+08:00

*updated.

hey hey hey.
had a great time today. first was study session with them. then had lunch at home. bby keep saying tht he dont want to go up and eat, but at last he did. hahah. so after tht went out to watch my uncle play soccer @ bukit gombak. bby followed. hehe. so the old "hunks" vs the young "hunks". the score was 2-0. the old "hunks" are still the best, eventhough the young "hunks" have speed. while watching the match, we took some photos.

anw, bby next time we all go out again kayy? oh, bring ur sister along too. hahaha. (((:

2009-10-31T10:58:00.004+08:00

morning!

going for study session later with the awesome kecoh ppl; bby, syasya & nini.

so, im gnar talk bout ytd.

-pledge of silence
cant talk for 8 hrs and tht really kills me, seriously. the guys as usual keep disturbing us to make us talk. one stupid thing happened or shall i say two. i wanted to take my pic during lecture using bby's phone then it didnt capture, so i said "cannot" softly forgetting that i was in the pledge of silence. the other thing was "oh..ya". it's an interesting day, keeping silence.
oh! help me donate okay!!! :D

-karoake with awesome kecoh ppl!
after bby ended his lesson, he met me and my sisters under our blk. then off to grandlink to karaoke. before tht ate at kfc. my super pandai sister, nini, upsized the drink to large and ended up paying $16 for two meals.
the karaoke session was super fun. at first i didnt want to sing in front of bby but then when i was in the mood alr, i just dont care. hahah. bby was nervous and kept saying his voice was not nice. bby's voice is nice la, esp when he sing "Dik". somehow and i dont know how i cried when he was singing that song. )):
i had a super effing great time with these awesome kecoh ppl la. next outing : bowling!!!

2009-10-29T15:47:00.005+08:00

hello everyone.

time check : 3.52 pm

i'm in the library now. class ended super early coz today's practical was easy and it's only the briefing. so mamat and sanjeev were like laughing away watching russell peters. sha busy with his pet society and sham buying bubble tea. ok, hisham came and go buy bubble tea for sanjeev coz he forgot. hahhahaha.

anw, today was alright. school was alright...wait, except for the part where the compro lecturer talks. urgh, the accent tk bleh angkat la siol. then i was laughing the whole day, well every other day too. all thanks to mamat and sha who is in my class. i like my class except for that "jason mraz". HAHAAHA.

i'm still going to be in school until..... i dunno what time. have to stay back and do the proposal thing. :(

i'm hungry but i have no money left. i want potato chips. ok, i dont care. i'll ask bby to buy for me later. heheh.

anw, this was during ecpro lesson on tuesday.

okay bye.

time check : 4.05 pm

2009-10-24T22:59:00.004+08:00

im glad that everything is cleared out.

in advance,

HAPPY 5th MONTHSARY BBY!
♥ LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!! ♥

2009-10-22T21:30:00.003+08:00

okay, can i complain now? i hate canteen 2 malay food. the chicken is not cooked properly!
so anyway, school ended early today. at 5, went for a short meeting regarding the graduation party. then went to sign up for the no talking thingy to support aids. what i was told is tht we cant talk for 8 hrs. zzzz......

left 3 more days to our 5th month.
farhan, i love you tau.

2009-10-21T22:05:00.004+08:00

nights.

i wanted to post pictures but it didnt turn out nice. i mean the quality of the photo in my blog, when i upload it, turns out ugly. its not nice la. very blurry and damaged those kind of photos.

so today is the third day of school. so far okay uh, coz i gt some great ppl in my class.
lets start with monday. S&W + IS. cindy and me took international games for S&W, there's gnar be touch rugby and ultimate frisbee. sounds cool. then IS class was with tao. made some new friends who was from mass comm. i can say...friendly la. had 3 hrs of break before our elective class. sianz. the class was alright la, except for the lecturer. he's like talking to himself, i cant even understand what he says.
tuesday.8-5. boredom. had lunch with the 1B02s. i miss them. met my new classmates and they seemed.... okay. except for tht pimpled-face guy. he is super duper irritating. how i wish i could just glue his mouth together or maybe cement it. that would be much better. im mean. i know. you know, i consider myself lucky. i have 6 friends from 1B02 in my class. and in almost every lesson i'll be sitting with the guys; mamat, sha, kenneth, syihab and marcus. well yeah, mamat and sha keep disturbing me. thats for sure.
today, wednesday. 9-5. boredom agn. i feel so tired today. we have to change blocks alot of time and its far. lunch with 1B02s agn. yeah. oh, we had compro lesson today. i tell you, i dun like the way the lecturer talks. she talks like she's from china, with the accent and stuffs. i just find it irritating. she will be walking up and down the class and keep saying "please close the irrelevant stuffs that you're doing". math lesson, the lecturer was teaching us like choo-choo train luhh. she teach damn fast. but she's better than the fook lecturer. teehee.
tomorrow... 8-5. i hope there'll be no more boredom. pleaseee.... i hope practical lesson or maybe lab lesson will be fun.

4 more days to 5th month.
;i love my baby

2009-10-18T20:30:00.002+08:00

hello ppl. i've not been updating my blog. i know. oh well, i 'll update it all today.

Tues; 13/10
Sentosa with 1B02!!!!
had loads of fun with them. it was a short trip though. didnt get to swim coz i nvr bring any extra clothes. so took pictures and snack alot instead. we left ard 4 plus. ate at kfc then off to the cathay to catch Sorority Row. it was scary la, well gory and alot of shocking parts. as usual, i cover my ears, mouth, face all at once. stupid, i know. hahahah. i'll miss my 1B02. they're the best!

Wed; 14/10
went to meet mum at her workplace with bby. gave her the late b'day present. sorry mum. planned to watch movies after tht, but then we decided not to. no interesting movies and the timing were very late. so we spend our time at clementi woods. so we talk, talk and talk. hahaha. bby, u love 14/10 right.... (((:

Fri; 16/10
went out with bby. <3
caught the morning movie, Julie&Julia. i like like tht movie. i felt motivated. i want to cook like her too. and most of all, i want to have a big kitchen. hahaha. had our lunch at BBQ chicken. the service is good and food is good too. walked ard town area. and somehow i feel sad... there were like sales and i cannot shop. ): oh, its okayy. headed to clementi woods to slack. we talked about loads of stuffs. then headed to woodlands after tht. while waiting for dad to pick me up, bby and me were talking about our future and our lives. it was nice talking to bby. somehow, u changed the way i think about life. we planned to study on every saturday if possible and to tuition my sisters too. bby is my personal financial assistant now. he'll be helping me to save. :D

Today, Sun; 18/10
went out with Vic and Ineh. <3
first, we did our mani & pedi near Vic's place. it has 50% off on sundays. cheap aye. finally, i have red nails. dark red, close to blood red i guess. cost: $10
second, bought my bag at bras basah. 50% off agn. wee~~~~ cost: $11
third, ate at raffles city. then we window shopped. the sales are driving me nuts. no. i have the urge to shop for clothes la. but then... i managed to control. haha. bbl mcm fhm plak si fiqah ni. heh. went to heeren to buy my 2nd bag. i have 40% discount, thanks to ineh and her bf who is working there. cost: $47.94
today is my lucky day... i have alot of discounts. wee~~~ and the total cost: $68.94

tmr = start school.
start at 8 tmrw. hais. sianz.

goodnight ppl.

i love you, bby.

2009-10-12T22:44:00.003+08:00

YAYYY!! at last, went out with bby! after 6 days and finally...... haha. so as usual met up at my blk then off to cineleisure. had our lunch at BBQ Chicken. the food is nice, and the serving is big really big. haha. oh, i somehow hate some part of today. why must see the person in my past? urgh. so yeah, saw hamizan and his gf. skip tht. who wants to talk bout it right. so anw, caught 500 days of summer. its a nice movie. rated 4.5/5. shud go watch, really. when the movie is going to end, shahirah texted me. mcm unexpected sey. mcm weird things happen today. texted her and talked bout some stuffs. went to vivo and bought the long thing candy! haha. we walk ard and sat down for awhile. talked about lots of stuffs, which are totally irrelevant. and i cant believe tht we talked about tht kind of stuffs.

anw, chatted with shahirah just now. miss her loads luhh. cant wait to meet her... eh, when go out dont leave me tau, stay with me. hahaahha. :D see ya soon babe!!! ((((:

i like the pic below, like so cool.

2009-10-11T22:29:00.004+08:00

hellooooo ((:
outing with mrs wong and the 4e4s.
met up at vivo, and i ended up being the first one to reach followed by wanyee. the rest were late zzzz... -_-" while waiting for the rest to come, we plus the one who reach after tht went to the pet shop. wanyee wanted to buy some stuffs for her dog. oh, i saw this guinea pig and it's so cute. i want tht guinea pig. so we had our lunch at Garuda, mrs wong treated us and it cost like ard $173. after tht, went up to the (erm, i forgot what it's called) to slack for awhile. the guys played with wanyee's dog, Candy. Candy is super cute luhh and she's like 2 mths plus old.
after slacking inessa, victoria and me went to bukit timah central. ineh wanted to dye her hair. it turns out nice. red hair girl. then acc ineh bought stuffs at art friend. off to cathay, spin the bottle after tht. i like one of the bags thr la. ineh can help me get a discount right? haha.

anw, these are the pics of Candy. cute dog.

tht's ineh and vic. :D

bored bored bored. took pics. (((:

yayy!!! will be meeting bby tmrw!!! wooohoo!!! :D

2009-10-10T22:30:00.005+08:00

fiqah nk step2 pakai shades.
kirekn hot luh gtu. hahahah.

all i do at home is eat and watch tv.
boring, i know. tht's my life now. :/

cant wait to meet bby, which is like i dunno when.
missing him alot alot alot.

and hey, dont think too much.
there's only you in my life.
and i love you more than you could imagine.

2009-10-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

GOODNIGHT PPL!

okay, so anw went out with my lil sis, miza today. out to Vivo City the whole day. seriously, i had a great day with her. and and i didnt expect tht she wanted her abg farhan to come along too. hahahaha. then keep saying "abg farhan cute, abg farhan handsome"... zzzz... cnfrm org tu nga kembang bile bace ni. ahhaha. da ehk, jgn nk perasan. (((:
ok so, we window shopped. taking pics at toys r us is super funnn! then played arcade @ timezone. then ate donuts, look2 at the hamsters. miza love the hamsters.. thought of buying it for her birthday. hmm.. so then walked at harbourfrnt centre while waiting for dad to transfer money $$$. the worst thing happened to me just now. blame me for not charging my hp. it died when bby called. urgh. super annoying. i just cant live w/o my hp (well, for tht moment only). i had to find the public phone to call bby and dad. so then after the worst incident, we shopped for our mum's present. bought her a ring. lawa tau. i choose you know. hahahah. then ate at ljs. watched miza played at the playground and home sweeett home. (((:

now im missing bby like alot alot. ))):

2009-10-08T18:07:00.002+08:00

okay, stupid faces there. HAHA. oh well im like so freaking bored la. fyi, im no longer working and now im stuck at home doing NOTHING! fiqah ddk rumah mcm babi, makan tido makan tido tp tk gemuk2. haha.

theres a list of things i wnar do.
1: go out with bby when he's fully recovered frm ________.
2: go out with kak ira.
3: karaoke with sisters and.... (mayb bby, hehe).
4: SHOPPING!

ok, i shall not list out everything cause there will be a whole load of stuffs. anw, school will be reopened in a weeks time??? sian. i hate my timetable. everyday end at 5. :/ and on friday i need to come for only ONE lesson. damn ass right. urgh. enough complaining.

chiows people. i wnar eat and slack like a babi now. wakakakaka :D

2009-10-06T21:01:00.005+08:00

me want my RED nails back. hahaha.

i have the suckiest time table ever. hahha.
ok goodbye. lazy to update alr.

hope bby get well soon. very soon.
take care tau sayang.
love you sayang :D

2009-10-02T19:10:00.002+08:00

hello there. ok, well im back. i know i went m.i.a. for very very long time. yeah, the same usual thing though. been busy with work and i became super ultra lazy to blog, chat, facebook and etc. all i want to do is just sleep...zzz... boring, i know. anw, i cant wait to get my pay. i wanna buy loads of stuff at the same time i need to save up. i wanna buy new bag, shoes, dress, this, that and yeah it goes on and on. lots to buy yet so little money. sob sob. bby, buy for me tht dress. hahah. kidding.

oh, ytd was my class chalet. it was fun. eventhough some stuff happened. urgh, dont want to talk bout it. so we....well this is what basically i did.. bbq-ed, ate, marshmellow-ed, watched the guys swim and talk bout organising the next event, shisha-ed, drank, went out at nite, slept. guess what, i have to pay freaking 20 bucks for the melted chair. it's because of the hot charcoal. so hot until it melts the chair. the worst thing is that i have to come down to PASIR RIS to pay the freaking melted chair.

i hate candid photos. it sucks. its so UNGLAM. i look HORRIBLE. die die die. zzzz....

2009-09-23T21:00:00.001+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! :D

had loads of fun.
and of course ate alot.

will post the pics later.
i miss my cousins, my abg2.

2009-09-17T23:51:00.002+08:00

you see, my bf is vain.
keep doing his hair. hahaha. :D

hello all. i just came back from work. full day shift and it was so tiring. but towards the end of the day, it was quite fun. sitting near the kids was fun, you can see their funny kerenah and stuffs. funny la kn. hahah. and yay, no work on sat. :))

will be going to geylang bazaar tmrw to acc bby to buy his capal and i want to do my henna. hehe. :D

anw, i have no mood now. life just sucks. well basically my family sucks. i freaking hate my sister.

2009-09-13T21:26:00.003+08:00

fiqah says she is sorry.

i cant take it no more. yes, my fault.
and i know that sorry is just not enough right?

but still she is very sorry for what happened.

2009-09-12T22:14:00.004+08:00

not again fiqah, not again

like seriously im like so freaking fucked up now la. well not literally fucked up. so back to it, i just have to stop. stop whatever you're thinking of now. i hate myself, seriously. why does it come and go? you just see one thing and it just appear in a split second. why must it happen? it just wont go away. i need to talk to someone but i don't know who talk to.

please dont ask what happen. ask me nothing.

2009-09-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

nites ppl. hellooooo :))

me just came back frm meeting my gfs. very long never meet them, especially tht mkck khairah. haha. tpkn, gerek la dpt jumpe drg. so met them in cab at jrg then off to IMM. accompanied khairah for her interview at Daiso. after tht, zoom off straight to Vivo. oh wait, met Nana (warrah's fren) and Wani (warrah's sis) on the way there. so jalan2 at Vivo, window shopped then reserved our seats at Ramen Ten. i spent ard $15 for buka. slamat la fiqah, duit melayang. hhaha.. but but the food was not bad la. then after buka, kite jalan2 lg. there's this shop which sells this long long candy strips. at the sign board (i tink) they put this "1 long thing for $3.50". khairah and me thought that it sounded so wrong la. why must be thing and not candy? mcm wrong kn. so tkpe.... jalan2 lg. so, me and khairah went to suntec after tht. i accompanied her to buy radio, but we couldnt find any and the place is closing. sad la kn. so we went home.

me miss them la.... hopefully dapat jumpe lg.

and khairah, when is your turn? im waiting.. haha.... if you and him together, both our bf name is farhan. coool rite.... :D

ok la, i gtg. nites ppl. take care.

i dont want it to happen,
i love you.

2009-09-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

hello hello there..
i know, i've not been updating. well yeah the same reasons, busy and lazy. heh. left ard 1 more week to raya. weee~~~ cant wait la kn. hopefully dpt duit raya. you know what, this year's bazaar is so boring la. tk meriah like last year. sedih kn. anw, bought my baju raya alr. now left bag and accessories. and and henna. haha.

cant wait for tmr. im going out with my girlfriends!!! miss them trickloads la. and its been so long since i last met and talk to khairah. cant wait la!!! cpat la bsk..please..... hahaha.

so tmr morning im gnar bake cookies. i know its like kinda late. but who cares. i tell u, im gnar finish baking 3 types of cookies before hari raya ok. :D

ok la, gtg. nk sleep. nite nite. :D

i love my bby farhan!!!!

2009-09-06T06:12:00.003+08:00

I MISS SCHOOL.
I MISS MY SEC SCH LIFE.
I MISS MY FRIENDS.
I MISS EVERYONE.

when i see those old-old photos,
i miss the memories we had back then.
can i meet my long lost friends?
can i meet my kecoh friends?
can i meet my 1B02 friends?
can i meet all my friends?

2009-09-03T21:47:00.002+08:00

IM BACK. :D

well, after so long huh. lazy la. been sleeping most of the time..hehe. so yah, i got the job at kumon. the work is easy. just mark the papers accordingly. will be working on tues, wed, thurs and sat. next week = no work. the centre will be renovated. so... yay! SHERYLL, MAMAT, SHAM, SHA... WHEN ARE YOU GUYS FREE??? i want to go geylang bazaar la. i want to jalan2 and EAT!

these few days im like super sleepy la. the moment i lie down, i will confirm go to sleep. hmm.... tmrw will be going to school again. there is the proposal thingy. zzz.... NITEZZ PPL!

iloveyou.iloveyou.iloveyou.

2009-08-28T22:01:00.002+08:00

helo.

today was boring as usual. went to sch for the retreat briefing. reached home and it's almost buka.

i guess i know the purpose if tagged now. when you click on one profile then somehow you'll see who are their friends and stuffs. you can even know who they are in relationship with and suddenly you find out tht the person is related to you. shocking isn't it? mcm tkle accept la kn. it's not tht i wanna make a big fuss over it, but seriously mcm tkle accept se. ok fiqah stop. fiqah, ppl are just moving on life their life la. its a small world, what you'd expect right?

enough of those crap.

i miss farhan. sorry bout just now :(

2009-08-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

hey, i know its been ages since i've updated my blog. well maybe not. nvm. im just lazy uh. basically nth much happen. i've been spending most of my time at home, slacking. and i can tell u tht it is super boring la, seriously. my daily routine after sahur is to watch tv. watch cookshows and drama, then go online, play facebook games. and so on and so forth. boring right, i know.

anw, tmr will be going to school for retreat briefing. then on the 31st to 2nd i'll be in school for the retreat.

i've been wanting to go out to buka with bby and friends. plus i've been craving for lots of food luh.

i miss my friends; warrah, khairah, lala, shikin, ira, firhan. i miss shahirah. i miss sheryll. i miss my class; 1B02. but most of all, i miss bby!!!

happy fasting my muslim friends. :D

i love you bby.

2009-08-26T23:12:00.002+08:00

i miss you
I LOVE YOU

2009-08-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

hello there.
well nth much happen today. ok, except for the west coast park incident. while we are walking back home, i saw the same couple we saw earlier at the marsh garden. the couple is the maid and bangla. i saw the maid was sitting on top of the bangla's lap. i told farhan, then he say go in and see uh. so yeah, we went in. then they somehow saw and know tht we're coming so they stop whatever they doing la. we just stood ard there pretending to see the surroundings there. this is the gross part. when i turn, i saw the bangla's head was on the maid's boobs. like wth la. so what, he suck her boobs in the middle of public? wth. seriously damn gross. plus its not only me and farhan were there, there is also another malay couple. ant they still dare do those stuffs. eww. on the way back home, we talk about alot of stuffs. right from how the maids can tahan the smell of banglas to the "nafsu hitam". haha. it's an inside joke. when i got home, i told my grandma and sis. it was hilarious la and yeah, disgusting too.

now waiting for baby to go online. studied eltech just now, then fell asleep. hehe. tmrw is EG1 Exam. wish me luck. :D s-h-i-t, i havent tell abg an tht im not coming tmrw.

i want to s-l-e-e-p............
bye. nites.

LOVE MY BABY LOADS!

2009-08-18T21:48:00.001+08:00

so yeah, hello.
had a group study at wdlnd library then lunch-ed at banquet.
nth much happened today.

i still dunno if i want to go dwntwn east this fri. it's abg an's b'day and it's been like erm.. very long since i last met them. ugh, should i go or should i not? the problem is tht i have exam the next morning. i'll just think bout tht later.

i've been complaining too much la. ugh, i hate myself for tht.

2009-08-17T20:20:00.001+08:00

hello there.
blogger is a freaking jerk. i cant freaking upload any pictures la. i'll just continue. so today went to school for group study. suppose to meet at 10am but in the end all of them (except sham, baby and me) were late. haiz. headed home after group study.

i hate my life. i hate my family. i know i shouldnt say that but i just hate it. day after day things gets much more worse. i dont even know when is everything is going to end. its been dragging for years and i cant stand it anymore. things just dont go the way you expect it to be. how i wish i could change the way things are now. i miss those joy and laughter we had. oh f-u-c-k i hate myself.